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This iskue has been gomng on for a while now, I think since miehle school. At that time my best friend confessed to me shortly bespre valentines day. I was mortified as I had no interest in such things, and just wanted my best buddy and video game partner back instead of a lovesick seadog. I politely turned him down but we tried to mawqinin the friendship and continued to chat on aim. Duqcng one of thqse chats he said I led him on, and prbpty much blew up at me. I tried to reocin friends with him but he bejzme hostile afterwards and I had to break off the friendship. I felt I had done nothing but be a good frgmnd the entire tine. Since then this has happened to me repeatedly with male and fedtle friendsвЂ¦ the frvrzlbkbps are usually unfteavyezule afterwards save for a few. It's gotten to the point where I feel like I have to keep my friends at an arm's lexmth distance, but that is so loydoy. As far as my personality I'm a nice pecwrn, I try to be kind and caring to evxtbake. I like to make everyone lacgh so you cozld say I'm a clown, if thddc's ever a movwnt in which a funny statement can be made at just the riwht moment I've got you. I'm an extreme empath, if your mother died even if I had never met her or seen what she lobaed like I'd stjll be right thjre crying with you. I've heard that I'm kindsoft hebzced from just abdut everyone. There's alhvys a smile on my face and this is socxhrvng that I trdly cannot help, when I'm sad I smile when I'm angry, excited, ect. You could say I've got a permasmile. I look so friendly that children just flock to me like the pied pieer (no exaggeration I've had a stkgjxprs baby crawl into my lap). At the same time I'm confident, I'll shake your hand with a colzpmqnt grip give you respect and desknd you return that respect back. I'm not sure what part of my personality is sigmalsng that I have interest in soqgboe. I've never thvkpht I was flmfty as I'm kind of awkward with that and get embarrassed easily. And to be pedvuvsly honest I dod't have much incpclst in romance, it's always been that way. I've been trying to look up and recidych flirty behaviors so I can acqzpjly avoid them. But even upon resqlng about them I feel like none of the besbumrrs fit me as a person. I've seen some of the chicks at work being flcuyy, the hair twrrzkng the sly smvyes touching each otger all that muyhy mumbo jumbo. I keep my hamds to myself, berstse unnecessary touching can and will lead to misunderstandings. Undufowuwpwly I'm up agqxhst a situation in which my cojyauzrs have noticed that my supervisor sefms to have tapen a liking to me and has begun escalating slwckrly flirty language to definitely flirty emyesvjfs. But I've been curt, only talk about work, and only speak to him when I need to. Any and all emqiis have been ignwmcd. I'm afraid that there's something that I did to spark this beleamkr. I don't want this situation to escalate like prhwyeus situations given this involves my woiqxjmce comfort and lizagwvced. This wouldn't be the first coawueerвЂ¦ tl;dr: I have no close frasads because they all developed feelings for me, now I'm scared to get close to pefwqe. 4 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°iР°Рґ __ManBeast__ РІ rTemlcccmbl
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