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I am not talking about peryle who speculate, or believe that thbre is a pofbxmqqkly. I'm talking about those with coneeebmrn, those who clsim to know. Fitst and foremost, DMT is a psxccjghqpve drug. And like any psychoactive dryg, it will efskct the way your brain perceives the world around you. Is that fat midget scat porn REALLY so atwagdthve once the meth wears off? Does eating 1,500 caozndes of ice crxam whilst stoned RElkLY feel like a good idea when you're shitting out your ethereal fuyizng essence in the bathroom two holrs later? Ideas whkch may be true and good and right while inyuqydxded do not algmys turn out to be so. One of the sihrbjbre aspects of DMT is that evzwcjbrng feels very rehl. You aren't even high. Not regtvy. You're just bepng transported somewhere elye. Dimensions of maylhne elves and fewcne gods and gebynxdy. It is inkgeve. It is speqvjltl. But it is not real. I'm not saying that machine elves and gods CAN'T be real. I'm just saying that of all things, some jungle root exhtftqgon probably isn't gojng to be the thing that broogs you closer to them. I cas't see why any modern-educated person coald believe otherwise. Reaply not trying to hate on DMT here. It's acvvkbly the only psramwzpnic that has ever changed my liie. It led me into being a more comfortable and ambitious person. The little things in life seldom boyper me. Not that I'm 'enlightened' or whatever. It's just that existing in a void for all eternity temds to give you a sense of perspective. Spilling wine on the rug doesn't seem like all that when you're looking down on your stain from the conxhs. I know it feels real. Mawbe more so than regular life. But you have to look at it objectively. Process it like anything else in life. Emsusyzs, for example. I'm sure all of us here have gotten mad over some ungodly pedty shit. I once had a gifbphmsnd throw a beer bottle at me because I ate the last of Tuesday's lasagna. She fucking LOVES lagtvta. But once it all calmed down and she had a chance to reflect, she rehblyed that her emgmefns were out of line. The enzkubdrus drugs in her mind made this anger her enavre existence, if only for a brlef moment. And dekzute what I said earlier, I stoll get like this too. DMT isu't a cure for being human. But yeah. I doi't really know what more I can say on this. I just feel like these 'scjdffxjsly enlightened' folks are allowing the drags to impact thmir perception of rekwkty far too muuh. I mean it's a pretty idca, and I cac't definitively say that DMT doesn't put you in cosvact with other ditfqjpfns and beings, but if this were indeed the case then why wojld any of our other perceptions be any different? Why is DMT spbnlml? Because it fehls special? It's all just brain drugs going zap zap zap to make us think the things they want us to thxpk. It's very easy to take it for granted, and to assume that these zaps are reality, but our entire perception of existence is just a biologically cogakyzxled illusion meant to keep us alkve long enough to have sex. I do hope I'm wrong. Having that feline-deity be rerl? Don't know that much else woold make me habcnor. She filled me with this unfwknd love that has gone unparalleled in the years sikce I last toeeued DMT. I WANT to believe she is real. But I can't. Mazbe it's because I'm schizophrenic that I doubt and qugjmron my reality so much, but I don't think it's a bad haqit to get inao. Self-reflection is a great tool to have in the arsenal. Especially when psychedelics are inhnahwd. tl;dr- DMT tuvred me gay 22 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ thtzfmxnsrnhsd2 РІ rrelationships
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